Tuesday, August 15, 2017

What Bipolar Disorder feels like

“It’s like two souls fighting over one body.” — Chino G.

 “Imagine feeling extremely happy and on top of the world but not able to truly appreciate the happiness because you know that soon (could be seconds, minutes, hours or days later) the happiness will be replaced with complete sadness. It’s only a matter of time before you are back to square one with the one demon that’s never gone and is always around the corner: depression.” — Hannah C. 

 “Bipolar disorder is like being behind the wheel of a car with the gas peddle stuck down. You have control of the steering, but you can’t slow down. You don’t want to be in the car, but you’re stuck there and you know it. So you attempt to avoid hitting other people for as long as you can, but it’s impossible to avoid everyone. Meanwhile you’re scared, crying and lonely in this out of control car just begging to be free of it, only to be even more inclined to stay in the car to avoid dealing with the devastation you’ve brought on other people. So you scream sorry at every person you hit but they can never hear you. Even if they could hear you, you’re fully aware of their inclination not to listen. This car ride continues to impound on itself, as more and more people are driven away from your path and roads are shut down, you are left to cruise alone in your out of control vehicle.” — Helena H.

“For me, it’s like walking through a lighted tunnel and then suddenly having everything go dark… you feel trapped, scared and anxious not knowing when or if the lights will ever come on again. You feel lost and alone, uncertain of what is waiting for you in the dark. Often times, it feels like it would be easier just to stop moving forward and let the darkness consume you. For me, it’s usually a struggle to find the light again.” — Danielle C.

Monday, July 3, 2017

SO FREAKING EXCITED


In november I'll see In flames and 5fdp again, and freaking of mice and men!!!! GAAAH I'm so excited!!

Monday, June 5, 2017

Friday, June 2, 2017

Try to live while you're alive


You've got to love spotify sometimes, my "discover weekly" this week was so freaking amazing, I ended up loving every single song, but this is definitely my favorite.

Monday, May 8, 2017

Oh, I’m killing loneliness with you


With the venomous kiss you gave me
I’m killing loneliness
With the warmth of your arms you saved me
Oh, I’m killing loneliness with you
The killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb
I’m killing loneliness 

Friday, December 2, 2016

So here I am, lifting up my heart To the one who holds the stars

Skillet has been one of my favorite bands ever since I was 13, and now 20 years after they released their first album they've released another :D
I love it! And my favorite song so far is this one:




But regardless of how good this album is, no album they do will ever be better than Comatose ♥

Friday, November 4, 2016

yes

random pug: gamergirls don't exist.
me: yeah we do.
random pug: /kneel
random pug kneels before you.