Sunday, January 25, 2015

Green emerald

Todays makeup

E.L.F. Mineral eyeshadow primer
MUS Microshadow in Vanilla
Lorac Pro palette
E.L.F. Mineral eyeshadow in Outdoorsy and Smoldering (wet)
Maybelline Eye Studio gel eyeliner
Rimmel Lash Accelerator mascara
Anastasia Brow Wiz in dark brown

Friday, January 23, 2015


My baby girl Zelda (7 years old..hehe) is here! She's in heat so maybe she and Damien will mate, I'm really excited and I hope they will! IIIH

Wednesday, January 21, 2015

Daddy's girl

Today has been a better day.
I slept for approximately 12 hours, but I guess my body needed it. When I woke up I went to the dentist for a check up, not really fun but meh. Then I went to see my therapist and that went well, I needed to talk and she's really good at making me realize things on my own instead of just telling me do this do that.

After all of that was done I met my mom, we went to eat and just sat there talking for an hour, maybe more. It was really nice and I feel how my relationship with my mom is so much better now than it was a few years ago and I'm really happy about that. (But I'll always be daddy's girl)
I really love my dad, even if he can be a pain in the ass from time to time he's still the best dad I could ever wish for, I feel like I don't tell him that enough. (texting him now as I'm writing this..haha)

Now I'm gonna curl up with my kitty and watch some more series.

Tuesday, January 20, 2015

Getting lost in someone else's story

I've had so much anxiety lately, I still have. 
I spend my days running from it, focusing on work and when I get home I bury myself in books and series, I can get lost in a story and be someone else for a while. Then comes the night and I have to try and sleep, it hasn't really gone that great lately, I long for thursday when Marcus comes home so I don't have to sleep alone. I just feel, broken, numb. 
I'm really glad I have a meeting with my psychiatrist tomorrow, I need that.

Tuesday, January 13, 2015

Shake it off

This is my favorite song at the moment, I like the energy in it and I love the message, to shake it off.
It's something that I need to get better at, stop letting other people affect my life and just shake all the negativity off.

Friday, January 9, 2015

One of the worst things

I'm doing the conditioner only method right now, started not too long ago. I can feel my hair being healthier than ever but it looks greasy all the time.. It's driving me a little crazy, haha. If it weren't for my stubbornness and the fact that I know it's really good for my hair and will be worth it in the long run I would've quit long ago.


Saw a picture of a puppy on instagram and right away my heart melted a bit. I love dogs, and I can't wait for the time I can get one of my own ❤
None of these pictures belong to me

Thursday, January 8, 2015

Grumpy cat

I slept so shitty last night, but I'm not really that tired (at least not right now) I'll probably pass out when I get home from my meeting with my psychiatrist.
My cat got grumpy at me for waking up so much and therefor waking him up so much that it ended with him sleeping on a chair..he he

Also.. once again I feel torn between wanting to blog in swedish or english.. (again, I know) I just can't seem to make up my mind about that one, and doing both is a pain in the ass so that's not an option. What do you guys think?

Thursday, January 1, 2015


I can't believe 2015 is already here, it feels like 2014 went by so fast. It had its ups and downs but overall a good year. I'm hoping for 2015 to be amazing!
I haven't made any new year resolutions for this year, I've made wishes instead.

We spent last night with some friends, had dinner and just hanging out. But I'm really tired today..haha. Being out late is not a great idea when you have to get up to work the next day, but leaving before midnight felt boring.

I hope that all of you guys had a lovely new years and that 2015 will treat you right!